moody snowman

Friday, March 12, 2010
I feel moody today ~
When I wake up and on9...
Infront of the laptop..
I felt bored and..
Thinking what am I suppose to be doing..?
Feel empty and moody~
There no reason for it..
I just felt it..
There is something in my heart making me feeling that way..
It turn up serious..
When I feel like wanted to eat something..
But when I started to eat..
everything in my mouth feel tasteless~
haiz..........
no taste at all~
Then I eat half and throw it..
LAter I watch movie in my laptop..
feel entertain a bit..
Later go sleep..
Not too comfortable..
Wake up and on9...
Go work..
Feeling better when I back home..
herm..
Quite weird har..
student result bad><
arhg~
make me guilty lor..
Teaching them so hard
still fail~~~~~~~
ah dui~~~~~~~~~
Really don't know how teach..
"Bou" drama at home with family..
with Lays~
Now blogging infront laptop~
Raining..
My mood like drop phew.....down...
Then now thinking...


We are the one who are thinking to be happy or not right~?
Then I should be happy and ++ thinking...
I know I am so unconfident
so --- thinking~
so sensitive~
At least I do things I like...
But the best moments of me is when I with 5 snow..
They really help me..
I feel comfortable with them..
They help regain my confident craziness~
I love them a lot...


My hormone really are unbalance==
haiz



sitting infront laptop
lazy on9
lazy think
lazy play game
lazy
moody
don't want to anything..
Heart is aching~
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

伪装

Thursday, March 11, 2010
这几天我都感到不开心..
第二个学期开始..
上课时间少之又少..
我觉得啊==
不好咯~
总没有又要为了一天上课两个小时
唉~
麻烦咯..
况且我又不是驾车的人..
所以我会说又浪费钱..
这个学期我觉得我又变回像第一学期那样了
学会孤僻
根本没有人理我..
可能跟他们不是很熟呱..
我也不知道..
为什么这种感觉又回来了..
现在的我又回到穷穷的时候..
我真得很不喜欢
很讨厌..
但..
怨不得人..
我选择放弃自己走开..
反正没有人在乎..
唉..
说什么没什么人理..
只顾着自己..
我感觉自己落队了..
心里很空虚..
不知道要怎样去填满..
只能伪装自己..
勉强去微笑很不自在..
唉~~



我还是自己一个人比较好吧..
觉得好痛苦~

eating steambot~

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Today is da first time I eat steambot in this 2010 year..
haha..
And da first time I eat steambot with my friend..
Haha..
I was quite happy ler~
Can eat with my dearest friend~Susan~
Although not wif Lorra~
Yup..
We went for steambot at Johnny's at JJ..
But At first we went for our old high school to take back our spm cert..
Ok..
It was quite weird when we first go in to that school==
I feel awkward lor~
When we first in the office==
We saw many our teacher~
I can't stop laughing=p
Then I can't wait to go out fast~waka..
After we get our certificate..
We quickly walk out..
And I meet some old friend la..
Now study form6 d..~
But we left to go makan..
Hungry ma~
Get my certificate le~
Then can makan puas-puas le~
At there..
First time eat steambot with friend ma..
Everything have to serve ourself ..
Haha..
We like what to put how ah..
Kelam kabut like that..
Haha..
Then later also ok already..
The soup are delicious..
Not bad..
But just the dishes are small..
Still I eat until very full..
We sambil chit chat and makan..
Hee..
Happy moments~
We eat about 1 hour~
Susan say wan hang gai shop for dress~
But no lor..
What can you buy from Jusco wor..
LAter we went home..
I was totally tired~
when Back home and sleep..zz..
Susan now know many new road le..
Thanks to me:-)
hee~

Still I was happy hang out wif you:-)




Susan my dear~hee



The steam and the bubble~haha



"Shou tok" geh prawn~wakak..ready to eat~

Footprints

Sunday, March 07, 2010
yup..
footprints are having praise and worship pratice..
As well I am the vocalist..
Herm..
Actually I was just replace Dion of her duty==
I last week already sung~~
2day practice was...
Not very well..
Got new song and seem like==
Haiz~
At first My mood was just ok~
But when we practice and practice..
I started to feel boring and==
Argh~
Please la Dui~
Got so many idea and we practice like so many times..
Keep repeating meh..
Like we still got many time like that..
Hem..
But we manage to let the trainee sing a while~==
I can rest~
We need more vocalist~
With nice voice~
Did I really want to continue to become a vocalist and yet to be a worship leader==
Confuse~
This is our BAnd~==
I hope to be in a great band with good leader~



Zebetee~drumer in our future band~





adele~the pianist~



edward~ the guitarist~



Chee seng~ The bassist~





fron the left Alan Lai~suppose play bass wan la~==
Eric worship leader~
Alan Low~suppose to play da drum wan~
Vanessa the future vocalist~gua gua~
And on da way back We saw this weird tree beside the road==
haha~
weird~
funny look too..

hectic day>>>>

Friday, March 05, 2010
feel kinda fedup..
I got 2 days cannot stay home on9 nicely~
It seem like the modem connection is not good==!!
Everything I plan goes wrong..
Today i guess will be a busy day for me...
i think quite weird
because when I am free I was totally free..
But when I was busy I was really very very busy then..
I just don't know why..
today morning I will be having a group discussion about our assignment..
later that we will going to our practical class..
And after my class i will going to a survey until NIGHT..
such a hectic day for me..
I was totally tires and feeling sleepy..
My whole day mood is just being moody and quiet..
I was thinking assignment is going to getting to my head..
ARGH~~~~



LAter thaT I need to go To Damansara Intan for da survey..
Take Lrt to Kelana jaya and by bus or teksi to that place..
I think I was quite scare because I never went To that place b4..
But 2day was very UnluckY to Me...
The lrt breAkdowN..
That Time I was tOtallY tired..
feeLing That Was sometHing Like stone hitting mY heArt,,
Some More with the break doWn ..
The lrt Jam for 5 -6 times along The waY..==
I keep scoldinG scoldiNg and Scolding..
I just can't keep it..
Then I was mad till wanted to "tou shu" them!!WTH
It was like they stop for 10 mins when they jam there..
I just waste 1 hour by sitting the Lrt..==~shit~
actually I got manY thing To do wan!
My plan juSt miX up..
i reaCh Kelana Jaya by 5:40pm..
And I take Lrt from wangsa Maju before 4pm==



Talk about the survey..
I was quite做贼心虚~
因为我有讲骗话的咯(为人不让别人读出我还是写成华语好~)
关于我的工作==和语言
那个survey标准是全职班full timEr还要赚两千以上
英文是首选==
我全部都不符合的咯!
结果我就编了谎言..
什么full tutor(我都不懂什么来的)
还有两千三的薪水咧~
是不是有点夸张呢==
我也不想的..不是我想的TT
我在那里还蛮安静的咯..
因为怕讲错东西就拆穿的啦~
结果在那里静静想~
就是在补习中心教书的..
从早上八点到四点那样吧~
两千三==
还在想我只有十九~
就赚那么多==
在那里我们还吃pizza当晚餐的咯~哈哈
之后我还是在紧张的气氛下结束我们的讨论~
我们有八个人讨论关于isotonic drink E.N.E.R.G.Y
我的英格里==
我通常也静静的
问到我就回答咯==
我看那里数我最YOUNG的咯==
她们全部人都很OL那样咧
只有我小小只的 唉唉.. 之后也安全过关咯.. 拿了一百五.. 哈哈 想想我做工最少也有百五 现在才一天就有百五~ 就这样在LRT写完今天的过程了.. 回的路上一切平安~



其实百五的survey是很严的咯
我也不是第一次的..哈哈==
他们在讨论的时候还是有录音的咯~
还有就是暗中看我们的访问..
开始的时候我还没有什么主意到~
但听到为什么在黑镜后面有声音的==
才知道他们就是在后面监视我们==!!

ok噜~
累累..
晚安
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