Yes~
What an unlucky day for me..
This is da twice I saw blood coming out..
From my own body..
SHIT~!!
I fall down lor...!!
Because of my carelessness..
I was getting late..
To having lunch with susan..
I ran..
and...going through shortcut..
And the road was kind of slopped ..
When I bend down pass through it..
I cannot stand up..and Just falling down..
I am kneeling at the road..
Both my knees was injured..
But one leg is serious the other is just 2 small scratches..
ARHG!!
Quickly i rush to Susan car..and didn't bother anything or anybody..
IT WAS A PAIN!!!
The blood keep coming out..
My hand!!
5 fingers 3 fingers injured!!
Especially the smaller finger..
And is my right hand!!
It was totally inconvenience for me!!
My left hand the palm got scratches..
I manage to eat lunch with Susan..
Because she is hungry but I am injure..TT
PITY!!!
Very very pain lor..
Can feel like needle at my scratches..
Ok..Susan really don't know how to take care of patient..
Especially like this kind of situation==
The plaster we wasted for 2~Duh..
Finally I put it on my own..
ARGh!!
I feel such stupid because I'm already 19!!
Still fall down and hurt like a KID!!
Stupid me~!!
Long time didn't fall down..
When I fall..
Serious injured..
BOTH HAND LEG INJURE~!
ARHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now when I walk like cacat people..==
HAte it..
TOTALLY INCONVENIENCE!..
TT
The blood platelets using one day to dry==
AH!I hate myself==

My wounds..TT


The serious wan..



The second serious wan..==



The third serious wan!~



5 finger 3 kena scratches==!



My palm~==

原來一個人看戲是這樣的感覺..
很棒~
真的很棒~！
整個戲院幾乎是空的..
前面的位置好空..
感覺整個戲院就是屬於你的..
哈哈..自戀到..
本來我是有朋友的啦..
但是就突然有事發生..
本來我想等她們一起看的咯~
但是她們卻不是很想看的==
所以我想既然我出來了..
就還是去看好咯~
今天交了assignment后~
好差的分數==
我知道自己真的做的不好~！
對不起~


一個人其實沒什麽不好
一個人真的很好
好到有時候好想一直走下去..
一個人很自由
自由到..
沒人可以管你..
回到家
媽媽嘮叨
弟弟嘮叨
一個人總是難得的平靜
那種感覺真的很不錯

奇怪了
我到不覺得寂寞
反而很享受一個人
哈哈


當然朋友我還是覺得少不了..


Clash of the titan~~!!
NICE Movie!!
YEng dou~
nice dou~~
很回味咯~
很好看！！

When I back from the wad..
Straight there is a V-award exhibition coming on..
It is our final assignment for color studies==
But I have been sick for one whole week..
Didn't able to help my friend out==
GUILTY~~
But this V-award is getting well done..
everything is so perfect~haha..
Happy lor..
Tired within this 2 days..



My group member==
with the stupid look~haha



wj wearing it look so 小女人lo~hehe



Sj so cute~hee



The V logo~very yeng lor~haha






The booth beside our booth~crystal~



The sand art gallery~hee..starry night!



The twister game?haha..4get name arhg






Booth that teach us how to make rose~i make it~hee..



Trista is playing the color gradient~hee//don't open leg so big lar!



The card game by our class~hee



the gradient by Trista~still she got wrong a bit~






The painting ball booth~



Our colorful book mark~nice in color lo~hee









The doodolls booth~very nice and cute the doodolls~i love it~



Hazel booth~hee



Cupcake chic~hee



The fashion Gothic booth~hee



The big apple booth~



Ah niu singing 对面的女孩看过来~



ah niu talking about his movie~



Ah niu say she look like his sister~haha



he is 访问a student~ me senior ler..haha



This guy want to marry rich~haha



Ah niu singing the 主题曲~quite nice~



Ah niu is talking~



Trista and me in kimono~haa



kolian hazel need to stand so long in high heels~



fashion student~acting cool~they are cool ler~



Sean ..hazel..Why yuen shiong is there?~haha



Leng zai and leng lui~so padan~jealous~



me and hazel~she so soft to hug~ah~love her~









Me and dear Trista~hee..our card..
The cib gong zai~and kimonos~~~haha


the lolitas~~haha
they are so pretty~

OMG~~
I'm fever..
HAiz..
What is this happening to me?
Actually I have totally no idea Why I am sick~@@
haiz~~
Feeling weak...
da first day..
I just sleep whole day..
And vomit twice~
The first time I vomit water + med
The second time I vomit rice..
Euk~
Feeling not well..
I was not able go work also that day...
Just sleep..zzzzzzzz
When I sleep at night~
IT WAS LIKE HELL~~~
I TOTALLY CANNOT SLEEP LER..
Keep waking up in the night..
And actually I feel my leg like very suan~
WUWU..
So suffer...
I wake up early morning at 6:00am something..
Cannot sleep arhg..

30.3.2010
Euk~
Yesterday night cannot sleep..
Now ofcause feel still not comfortable..
HAiz..
But I still feel sleepy..
And mian qiang to eat==
TAsteless~
==
TT
Today was manage to go to work..
Feeling a bit better..
HAiz..
Sick is NOT GOOD!
MAke me SUFFER~!
And I cannot do anything also~
Like USELESS~

31.3.2010
TT
feeling much better..
But sometimes I still feel sudden pain and tired in me..
I was tired..
And feel my breath so suffer..
I don't know why it was like this..
But 2day I got class..
I need to pass my work..
But I have not finish~!@@SHIT!!
I just done one And I still got another wan left..
That I had not even start..
When I start to do..
Kind of suffer..
But I manage to finish...Half..
Today I feel mush better and have better spirit of doing my homework^^
I sleep at 1 today^^

1.4.2010
I manage to went to college today to pass my assignment!
And I finally finish it by today morning!
It was a rush~
Phew..
But I was still feeling not comfortable..
Yesterday I wake up and vomit..
But found out..
Nothing come out..
just some saliva..
Oh my...
my stomach like twisted inside it was so pain...
Haiz..
Today morning I feel that way also..
Feeling like vomit but nothing come out..
When I went to college the feeling just getting stronger stronger..
I really cannot stand..
I walk so long journey out..
I was exhausted and feel like wanted to faint already..@@
But I manage to keep my vomit feeling and back home and vomit with nothing come out..
I sleep whole afternoon..
And eat nothing because I had no appetite..
My mum just feel like nothing..
ask me rest...TT
rest le..

2.4.2010..
4get what happened==
Haha
Didn't online at all lor..
Lazy touch everything..
Stomach still feel not good..
Wuwu..
mum still didn't bring me to hospital wor..
no lunch..
no appetite..
wah..
feeling sien and lazy arhg..


3.4.2010
I thought I feeling ok already..
But actually is NOT!!
NOT!!!
My hand is itchy with red spot..
rashes..ish WTF!
My leg too..
when I first shown my mum..
She thought was Dengue..
But When she call her friend..
THen say was not..Ah dui~
Later my body rashes..Is getting more and more...
@@yuck..look disgusting..
But I didn't tell my mum...
I eat my lunch and dinner..hee..
Spiritually I am fine and ok..
After dinner...
I went to see doctor..
+==+and the doctor also didn't check anything and straight away say I kena dengue..
95%~
WOH..
I 'm surprise..
And my mum look worry too..
That day I went home straight and pack my thing..
I feel like crying that time........
Haiz.....I don't want stay hospital lo...
My brother also comfort say dengue only ma..Won't die wan..
==TT...But i scare ma..
I'm afraid of let blood injection all..make me pain ma...TT
That Day My blood pressure was below 100...==
admitted to wad straight away...TT
That night I cry after my mum left..
Feeling lonely and alone ma..
Haiz..
I get back my feeling ready to sleep BUT CAN'T
because of the itchiness..
Haiz,,
When i talk to the nurse...
They say wait for the doctor..
OMG...I didn't sleep that whole night.........................
IT IS VERY SUFFER!!!!!
I have to let blood for 3 time a day...
So scare arhg..
And I have to saline drop too..
It so inconvenient when i need to change and when i need to go toilet..
I have to bring the dip together with me==

4.4.2010..
Whole day in the hospital..
Quite boring..
Manage to read the comic that my brother borrow yesterday..
The Wad is HOT!!
Because of the small fan==
Turn also slow..say the motor of the fan already old..so==
IT WAS HOT!!!
I was sweat at there...
AH dui!!
My mum come around 1pm..
She bring my pants all..
And My menses is coming when I admitted to wad..
I ask my mum to help me in my bath,,TT
so inconvenient ler...But I manage to bath that day...
ANd change...herm==
Seem like bath for me is a hard action already..
After that my mum stay there for a few hours and she left..
She was tired because didn't sleep and worry about me lor..
But she was waffling about that and this before she left..
I just know she was about me..
Ok lar...I will d lar..
LAter she left I was alone again..Got chit chat a bit with other patient...
The food there actually was quite nice lar..
Except for the bread there==hard like hell
And only I notice that they are many people admitted to hospital because of dengue..
Woah..
Today I have to let blood for 3 times..
It was a Indian doctor...
Beside my left is a patient who having dengue for the fourth day..
Woah..her blood was nearly dry?~haha..
Because the doctor cannot get blood from her vine..
So have to change place and let blood..walao..
pain wor..
Later that night I was able to sleep..
Although not very nice to sleep bUt i manage to..
Hee..

5.4.2010..
Today morning the doctor say i can out from here!!!
YOH!!I was happy lor...
But still they let blood me 2 times..==TT
From till afternoon the doctor also didn't say about that again..
But after he let blood and go test again...
My blood pressure was high again..!!yeah..
Then only he tell I can be discharge today le!!haha..
Me was so happy..
Quickly I tell my friends and my mum..Haha..
I waited for so long my mum reached by 5==
I go and change only I went back~~~
Eat dinner outside!!!!
ARHG my leg is still cover with rashes ler...so big spot tim==
Ugly dou sei...

Today was 8.4.2010!!!
And my leg still got rashes==
YUCK!!
ugly spot ah==
WHen it will dissappear ler!!!



My hand withe saline drop..
when It backflow..
The blood will come out..
And the thing will turn red with blood==yuck~hate seeing my blood so many come out~~!!



The wad No 23~



My hand after the saline drop out from my hand...
My hand is swollen because I didn't actually move my hand when I saline drop==haha..
Swollen like hell ler..
No energy to do thing with my right hand!!
2day that place and the place I let blood is in blue black!!HATE!




The place they pump my blood pressure..==
with scar!!==
How bad they pump until like that!
Until 2day the scar is still there!!



Me is ready to be discharge!!



My name...haha..