moody

Wednesday, February 10, 2010
erm..
moody part
wanted to change hair style..
But I just know that My mum won't let..
Now that I don' have money..
No matter how much I wanted my mum just wouldn't..
She is not the type that will spend money on useless thing..
Haiz...
I kind of angry..
My dad..
He is coming back during saturday..
But will he willing to take me ma..?
I start to think..
Haiz......................
I just not sure why I feel this kind
Then i started to 埋怨..
Who can I blame..
Haiz...
At first I am jealous of..
THEY ARE RICHTHEY GOT NEW CAR
THEY GOT NEW HANDPHONE
THEY GOT NEW CHANGES
THEY GOT NEW CLOTHS
THEY GOT PEOPLE WHO LOVE THEM SO MUCH..Haiz....
But why me who are living as
Why I am blaming my own life...
I really kind of angry that my mum don't even want to give me money to go saloon..
Not once I do my haircut or New shoe that she willing to buy or pay for me..
What she do is to say NO..
Or like mabe is too expensive lar...
And NO again..
Haiz.........
Same life different surroundings..
Quite depressed..
Feel like crying too
I WANT TO SHOP SEPUAS-PUAS
I WANT NEW CARI WANT NEW HANDPHONE
I WANT NEW HAIR STYLE TOO
What am I thinking....
Nevermind.......
I just don't know what should I feel now.......
I can't blame anyone..
I know I am thinking negatively now..
Jealous of others..
And feel unfair in life...
Hard life..Hard family..Haiz........
Mostly the part come with money..
I use my own wan..
I didn't ask money from my mum..
Now no money le..
Start blame my mum..
Haiz..
Who make this...
Myself lor..
Yup...
Just hope that one day It will become true la........


cry**
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