Finally 2010 Lunch porject start today..
We need to reach church at 6:30am..
but I was late..
Nearly 8am only reach~
Hem..I was so tired yesterday and sleep at 12~
When I reached everybody was busy!
Yup..
Today menu was mixed rice with cabbage and ku lou yok~
But actually is fried rice but is banned~
I start to help them..
Cutting carrot..washing..
We start to cook about 9~
I left early because having survey again==
Actually I knew that there was such mess~
Got lot lot of things to do~arhg~
But I have no choice~
I left at around 11~
good Luck guys~


*I know our drinks sell not enough~
 the drinks taste bad~yuck~


All da carrot, pineapple, and cabbage we cut~



the ku lou yok~herm..


all the auntie start to cook~

today we went for open house at susan house~
I first time go..
haha..
i think 2day was quite busy for me because I was having survey in the afternoon~
At night I am going to susan house~
There was so big and nicely decorated..
I like it..
So rich people house~hehe..
Ok la..
At there when we go visit each corner and room..
There was twice short circuit at there too==
LAter I go every place and corner and took some photo..
And we start our dinner..Haha..
We drink beer too~
Because I really wanted to drink lo..
So long didn't drink already..hehe..
After the dinner..
We go lepak around takin photo and warm up ourself..
Crazy around..
Later we went up again..
Take photo again..==Herm..
Not good..
we went downstair..
People are getting more..
But still we are manage to crazy and took pretty photo..
I was happy la then..
Later we keep on wanted to drink red wine But cannot find..
So we open a new bottle and we drink..
Erm Jia ern drink also..
Although she fetch~
But she is ok..
drink a bit nia~
We go to the garden and just we five and we cheer together..
Later we head to Poh wen house..
But I didn't go..
because don't wan ma fan Jia Ern fetch me back again..
I was happy enough..
And mostly we all wanted to stay at susan longer~
But no choice~
is ok lar~
Poh wen baby having full moon~
They went there only..
I reach home around 10~
Take many photo that I like~
having great fun today~
thank to five snow~wakaka..

I feel moody today ~
When I wake up and on9...
Infront of the laptop..
I felt bored and..
Thinking what am I suppose to be doing..?
Feel empty and moody~
There no reason for it..
I just felt it..
There is something in my heart making me feeling that way..
It turn up serious..
When I feel like wanted to eat something..
But when I started to eat..
everything in my mouth feel tasteless~
haiz..........
no taste at all~
Then I eat half and throw it..
LAter I watch movie in my laptop..
feel entertain a bit..
Later go sleep..
Not too comfortable..
Wake up and on9...
Go work..
Feeling better when I back home..
herm..
Quite weird har..
student result bad><
arhg~
make me guilty lor..
Teaching them so hard
still fail~~~~~~~
ah dui~~~~~~~~~
Really don't know how teach..
"Bou" drama at home with family..
with Lays~
Now blogging infront laptop~
Raining..
My mood like drop phew.....down...
Then now thinking...


We are the one who are thinking to be happy or not right~?
Then I should be happy and ++ thinking...
I know I am so unconfident
so --- thinking~
so sensitive~
At least I do things I like...
But the best moments of me is when I with 5 snow..
They really help me..
I feel comfortable with them..
They help regain my confident craziness~
I love them a lot...


My hormone really are unbalance==
haiz



sitting infront laptop
lazy on9
lazy think
lazy play game
lazy
moody
don't want to anything..
Heart is aching~
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

这几天我都感到不开心..
第二个学期开始..
上课时间少之又少..
我觉得啊==
不好咯~
总没有又要为了一天上课两个小时
唉~
麻烦咯..
况且我又不是驾车的人..
所以我会说又浪费钱..
这个学期我觉得我又变回像第一学期那样了
学会孤僻
根本没有人理我..
可能跟他们不是很熟呱..
我也不知道..
为什么这种感觉又回来了..
现在的我又回到穷穷的时候..
我真得很不喜欢
很讨厌..
但..
怨不得人..
我选择放弃自己走开..
反正没有人在乎..
唉..
说什么没什么人理..
只顾着自己..
我感觉自己落队了..
心里很空虚..
不知道要怎样去填满..
只能伪装自己..
勉强去微笑很不自在..
唉~~



我还是自己一个人比较好吧..
觉得好痛苦~