OMG~~
I'm fever..
HAiz..
What is this happening to me?
Actually I have totally no idea Why I am sick~@@
haiz~~
Feeling weak...
da first day..
I just sleep whole day..
And vomit twice~
The first time I vomit water + med
The second time I vomit rice..
Euk~
Feeling not well..
I was not able go work also that day...
Just sleep..zzzzzzzz
When I sleep at night~
IT WAS LIKE HELL~~~
I TOTALLY CANNOT SLEEP LER..
Keep waking up in the night..
And actually I feel my leg like very suan~
WUWU..
So suffer...
I wake up early morning at 6:00am something..
Cannot sleep arhg..

30.3.2010
Euk~
Yesterday night cannot sleep..
Now ofcause feel still not comfortable..
HAiz..
But I still feel sleepy..
And mian qiang to eat==
TAsteless~
==
TT
Today was manage to go to work..
Feeling a bit better..
HAiz..
Sick is NOT GOOD!
MAke me SUFFER~!
And I cannot do anything also~
Like USELESS~

31.3.2010
TT
feeling much better..
But sometimes I still feel sudden pain and tired in me..
I was tired..
And feel my breath so suffer..
I don't know why it was like this..
But 2day I got class..
I need to pass my work..
But I have not finish~!@@SHIT!!
I just done one And I still got another wan left..
That I had not even start..
When I start to do..
Kind of suffer..
But I manage to finish...Half..
Today I feel mush better and have better spirit of doing my homework^^
I sleep at 1 today^^

1.4.2010
I manage to went to college today to pass my assignment!
And I finally finish it by today morning!
It was a rush~
Phew..
But I was still feeling not comfortable..
Yesterday I wake up and vomit..
But found out..
Nothing come out..
just some saliva..
Oh my...
my stomach like twisted inside it was so pain...
Haiz..
Today morning I feel that way also..
Feeling like vomit but nothing come out..
When I went to college the feeling just getting stronger stronger..
I really cannot stand..
I walk so long journey out..
I was exhausted and feel like wanted to faint already..@@
But I manage to keep my vomit feeling and back home and vomit with nothing come out..
I sleep whole afternoon..
And eat nothing because I had no appetite..
My mum just feel like nothing..
ask me rest...TT
rest le..

2.4.2010..
4get what happened==
Haha
Didn't online at all lor..
Lazy touch everything..
Stomach still feel not good..
Wuwu..
mum still didn't bring me to hospital wor..
no lunch..
no appetite..
wah..
feeling sien and lazy arhg..


3.4.2010
I thought I feeling ok already..
But actually is NOT!!
NOT!!!
My hand is itchy with red spot..
rashes..ish WTF!
My leg too..
when I first shown my mum..
She thought was Dengue..
But When she call her friend..
THen say was not..Ah dui~
Later my body rashes..Is getting more and more...
@@yuck..look disgusting..
But I didn't tell my mum...
I eat my lunch and dinner..hee..
Spiritually I am fine and ok..
After dinner...
I went to see doctor..
+==+and the doctor also didn't check anything and straight away say I kena dengue..
95%~
WOH..
I 'm surprise..
And my mum look worry too..
That day I went home straight and pack my thing..
I feel like crying that time........
Haiz.....I don't want stay hospital lo...
My brother also comfort say dengue only ma..Won't die wan..
==TT...But i scare ma..
I'm afraid of let blood injection all..make me pain ma...TT
That Day My blood pressure was below 100...==
admitted to wad straight away...TT
That night I cry after my mum left..
Feeling lonely and alone ma..
Haiz..
I get back my feeling ready to sleep BUT CAN'T
because of the itchiness..
Haiz,,
When i talk to the nurse...
They say wait for the doctor..
OMG...I didn't sleep that whole night.........................
IT IS VERY SUFFER!!!!!
I have to let blood for 3 time a day...
So scare arhg..
And I have to saline drop too..
It so inconvenient when i need to change and when i need to go toilet..
I have to bring the dip together with me==

4.4.2010..
Whole day in the hospital..
Quite boring..
Manage to read the comic that my brother borrow yesterday..
The Wad is HOT!!
Because of the small fan==
Turn also slow..say the motor of the fan already old..so==
IT WAS HOT!!!
I was sweat at there...
AH dui!!
My mum come around 1pm..
She bring my pants all..
And My menses is coming when I admitted to wad..
I ask my mum to help me in my bath,,TT
so inconvenient ler...But I manage to bath that day...
ANd change...herm==
Seem like bath for me is a hard action already..
After that my mum stay there for a few hours and she left..
She was tired because didn't sleep and worry about me lor..
But she was waffling about that and this before she left..
I just know she was about me..
Ok lar...I will d lar..
LAter she left I was alone again..Got chit chat a bit with other patient...
The food there actually was quite nice lar..
Except for the bread there==hard like hell
And only I notice that they are many people admitted to hospital because of dengue..
Woah..
Today I have to let blood for 3 times..
It was a Indian doctor...
Beside my left is a patient who having dengue for the fourth day..
Woah..her blood was nearly dry?~haha..
Because the doctor cannot get blood from her vine..
So have to change place and let blood..walao..
pain wor..
Later that night I was able to sleep..
Although not very nice to sleep bUt i manage to..
Hee..

5.4.2010..
Today morning the doctor say i can out from here!!!
YOH!!I was happy lor...
But still they let blood me 2 times..==TT
From till afternoon the doctor also didn't say about that again..
But after he let blood and go test again...
My blood pressure was high again..!!yeah..
Then only he tell I can be discharge today le!!haha..
Me was so happy..
Quickly I tell my friends and my mum..Haha..
I waited for so long my mum reached by 5==
I go and change only I went back~~~
Eat dinner outside!!!!
ARHG my leg is still cover with rashes ler...so big spot tim==
Ugly dou sei...

Today was 8.4.2010!!!
And my leg still got rashes==
YUCK!!
ugly spot ah==
WHen it will dissappear ler!!!



My hand withe saline drop..
when It backflow..
The blood will come out..
And the thing will turn red with blood==yuck~hate seeing my blood so many come out~~!!



The wad No 23~



My hand after the saline drop out from my hand...
My hand is swollen because I didn't actually move my hand when I saline drop==haha..
Swollen like hell ler..
No energy to do thing with my right hand!!
2day that place and the place I let blood is in blue black!!HATE!




The place they pump my blood pressure..==
with scar!!==
How bad they pump until like that!
Until 2day the scar is still there!!



Me is ready to be discharge!!



My name...haha..

Today is my fourth time going to the dentist to do my braces..
herm..
not really the fourth time..
Before I even put on my braces I been here for severals time already..
Time pass so quickly..
Last time My teeth not that straight and order..
I still remember when I went to that dentist..
I was not willing to do the braces..
Later I wanted to do it because of the photo shot that I took in studio..
I found that When I smile..
was that ugly..yer..
That time I set my target to go and put braces..
Now my teeth is all straight and nice jor..
But still we need to put it..
Now Is already half a year pass..
So fast..
But I need to put 3 years..
and maybe forever...
Because of my jaw..haha..
But i still think is ok~
I am willing to put it~


My teeth is still pain~
because I just put and make it tighter again..
haha..
Now still cannot bite food..
Just drink drinks for fill up my hungry stomach..
haha..
I no appetite to eat ma~
The orthodontic doctor wanted to retire already~
I feel so pity~
Because she is a good orthodontic doctor..
But I got still one appointment with her..
Herm...
She is a good dentist~
She is very friendly with her patient..
And plus she is a Chinese~
So she is easily communicated..
But now..
A new orthodontic...
I hope is a good and kind doctor la~
hee~





My look ~haha//with black glasses~~



Inside the toilet..
require to brush our teeth ah~



The room we pulled our teeth out~scary ya~



The notice board write how we brush teeth after we put..and etc..



hehe~



The doctor information..I like that doctor ah~







inside the room...hem..many tools ya..



Later I back to college for class..
but seem like just 1 2 3 ppl in the class only..
There just 12 person when it is 2:30pm and the class start at 2:00pm..
So with few people..
consult start but my work is not good==haiz..
need more creative~
then later we play a game and below is the result that we draw~haha..



cute +feminine+guy+dinosaur+==haha~funny creature~



Arg..i feel pity to this dog ah~
whenever i pass by here i will peek and look for this dog..
Hope that it is safe and healthy~

认识了有两年多了
没见面又有半年那样了
是否当我们再见面的时候
也能一样微笑和对方握手吗
我想我不能
就算外表的我可以假装那样
但是内心的我是很痛苦的
毕竟你在我心里是最痛的回忆
你说我长情
是那样吗
可能吧
我很怀旧的
而你是在我生命里停得最久的路人
你是我的初恋
我没承认
大家都说初恋时最铭记和最痛苦的
我承认
或许还跟你联络
是我自己还舍不得
但是奇怪的
有时我也是真的把你忘记了
我希望我们再见依是朋友
缘分真的已尽了
一切都不能回头了
我也不想
不想另自己痛苦
不想另自己为难
一切甜言蜜语都是骗人的
要不得



现在遇到的男生
都是不正经的
都是一些幼稚的想法
令我很反感
为什么男生都是那样的


都是没有一个男生可以真心的爱着一个女生的


他们都是因为寂寞而去爱吗

那我们何时能够遇见呢
和幸福遇见
和真爱遇见


虽然现在的我
忙得要命
==
唉~
生活啊
逼得自己没有多余的时间去想


时间
用在上课
用在assignment
用在做工
用在家人
用在朋友


我还是归于平静的生活
一个人就好

herm..these are the photo that I take inside the lrt..haha..
I think it is very interesting..
I start to take photo because I saw beside me there is a wai guo ren she is taking the photo of the lrt too..that why..haha..



this the road to wangsa maju geh~hee












I love this..hee~



I really don't have any idea what is this...herm..haha



Interesting right?haha..this is the exit of the tunnel of the Lrt~
















These was all so cool..haha..I accidentally took one of this photo..And I found it it was interesting..haha..I love it~hee



Tunnel station ~hee~

Finally 2010 Lunch porject start today..
We need to reach church at 6:30am..
but I was late..
Nearly 8am only reach~
Hem..I was so tired yesterday and sleep at 12~
When I reached everybody was busy!
Yup..
Today menu was mixed rice with cabbage and ku lou yok~
But actually is fried rice but is banned~
I start to help them..
Cutting carrot..washing..
We start to cook about 9~
I left early because having survey again==
Actually I knew that there was such mess~
Got lot lot of things to do~arhg~
But I have no choice~
I left at around 11~
good Luck guys~


*I know our drinks sell not enough~
 the drinks taste bad~yuck~


All da carrot, pineapple, and cabbage we cut~



the ku lou yok~herm..


all the auntie start to cook~